Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Background
I could play the background
I could play the background
Cause I know sometimes I get in the way
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
And I could play the background, background
And you could take the lead
It's evident you run the show, so let me back down
You take the leading role, and I'll play the background
I know I miss my cues, know I forget my lines
I'm sticking to your script, and I'm reading all your signs
I don't need my name in lights, I don't need a starring role
Why gain the whole wide world, If I'm just going lose my soul
And my ways ain't purified, don't live according to Your Word
I can't endure this life without Your wisdom being heard
So word to every dance, a foe, a pop star
'Cause we all play the background, but mine's a rockstar
Yeah, so if you need me I'll be stage right
Praying the whole world will start embracing stage fright
So let me fall back, stop giving my suggestions
'Cause when I follow my obsessions, I end up confessing
That I'm not that impressive, matter of fact
I'm who I are, a trail of stardust leading to the superstar
I could play the background
I could play the background
Cause I know sometimes I get in the way
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
And I could play the background, background
And you could take the lead
I had a dream that I was captain of my soul
I was master of my fate, lost control. and then I sank
So I don't want to take the lead, 'cause I'm prone to make mistakes
All the folks who follow me, going end up in the wrong place
So let me just shadow you, let me trace your lines
Matter of fact, just take my pen, here, you create my rhymes
'Cause if I do this by myself, I'm scared that I'll succeed
And no longer trust in you, 'cause I only trust in me
And see, that's how you end up headed to destruction
Paving a road to nowhere, pour your life out for nothing
You pulled my card, I'm bluffing, You know what's in my hand
Me, I'm just going to trust you, You cause the dice to land
I'm in control of nothing, follow you at any cost
Some call it sovereign will, all I know is you the boss
Man, I'm so at ease, I'm so content
I'll play the background, like it's an instrument
I could play the background
I could play the background
Cause I know sometimes I get in the way
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
And I could play the background, background
And you could take the lead
I know I'm safest when I'm in Your will, and trust Your Word
I know I'm dangerous when I trust myself, my vision blurred
And I ain't got no time to play life's foolish games
Got plenty aims, but do they really Glorify Your name
And it's a shame, the way I want to do these things for You
Don't even cling to you, take time to sit and gleam from You
Seems You were patient in my ignorance
If ignorance is bliss, it's 'cause she never heard of this
I could play the background
I could play the background
Cause I know sometimes I get in the way
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
And I could play the background, background
And you could take the lead
I could play the background
I could play the background
Cause I know sometimes I get in the way
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
And I could play the background, background
And you could take the lead.
The Lord is His Name
Holy Father in heaven, your power provides us with hope - hope to start afresh, even though we have failed; hope to walk in moral purity, even though we are weak.
How the Lord cares for his sheep! How he loves and rescues us! How often He lifts us when we are low and supports us when we are weak!
Only One person can step into life and give it happiness when health fails - and give it peace even when possessions fade - and give it security when savings fly away.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
When I say I'm a Christian
I'm not shouting "I am saved"
I'm whispering "I was lost!"
That is why I chose this Way."
I do not wish to judge.
For I have no authority,
I only know I'm loved.
Carol S. Wimmer
Where the Echoes Stop

Thursday, May 12, 2011
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away

Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade
Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day
Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
Casting Crowns
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
There is a time when life sucks!

There is a time in life when you’re just exhausted.
There is a time you want to lock yourself out of the world.
There is a time you are afraid.
There is a time you fail. And again. And again.
There is a time you want to give up.
There is a time you want to throw in the towel.
There is a time you cannot take it anymore.
There is a time when the world crumbles all around you.
There is a time you want to be quiet.
There is a time you want silence.
There is a time you can hear yourself breath.
There is a time when time stops.
There is a time when you feel numb.
There is a time when anger rules you.
There is a time when you hurt the ones you love.
There is a time you feel lost.
There is a time when meaning fades.
There is a time when life ceases to make sense.
There is a time when you want to scream.
There is a time when people are a nuisance.
There is a time when frustrations overwhelm you.
There is a time when you wonder if tomorrow will come.
There is a time you want to be enveloped in darkness.
There is a time you feel like going backwards.
There is a time when you feel stagnant
There is a time you wish you were a child.
There is a time when you get desperate.
There is a time when words cease.
Tears drop.
There is a time when you need God more than ever.
There is a time He seems farther than ever.
There is a time it feels like forever.
There is a time you say whatever!
There is a time you trust, however.
There is a time you hold on.
There is a time you pray long.
There is a time you pray none.
There is a time you hear nothing.
There is a time that God is with you.
There is a time He will come through.
All the time!
Alter and the Door

Careless, I am reckless
I'm a wrong-way-travelin'-slowly-unraveling shell of a man
Burnt out, I'm so numb now
That the fire's just an ember way down in the corner of my cold, cold heart
Lord, this time I'll make it right, here at the altar I lay my life
Your kingdom come but my will was done, my heart is broken as I...
Cry, like so many times before
But my eyes are dry before I leave the floor, oh Lord
I try but this time, Jesus, how can I be sure I will not lose my follow through
Between the altar and the door
Here at the altar, oh my world so black and white
How could I ever falter
What You've shown me to be right
I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Jesus, I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Casting Crowns
